私秘悟语

13 Jan

2012-01-13T14:08:00.000+08:00

last night I wake up at 2.15am n I went out to check.. he nt bk home wor.. by right shld b bk b4 2 de lei... i tot I dun mind but I will still mind if I did nt c him bk yet .. I wanted to wait c he wartime cum bk but I felt asleep very fast.. I dream continuously the same dream that he choose to left me n b wif the other.. I m so heartbreak le.. tired le. no meaning abt this marriage le..

12 Jan 2012

2012-01-12T15:25:00.000+08:00

ever since yesterday I ignore the matter, I feel so relieve.. I sleep throughout the night..I jus couldn't b bother any more. I Dono is it I gv up on him or maybe I hv certain percent of trust in him or I m running away from it but I do know I dun believe his lie at all. I'm trying to keep a distance from him on bed too.. I notice dat myself.. all I can say is I already given him a chance to speak the truth the rest is up to him to continue or to stop it. if there's a second time, I'm sorry to say I will nt listen to any others saying pls communicate .. no such things anymore! I will jus pack n go.. that's my decision... thank god for listening to my sorrow n cry with me for the past few days.. I know u understand me.. thank u for showing me the sun yesterday n it brighten me out of sudden. thank u ..

2nd post of the day

2012-01-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

this morning I ask him le he denied it. he say dat gal is from china n they met once only . he also got msg mny gals not only one some frm sg. bullshit! who will believe .. met once can every night SMS till dun sleep?! no one will believe de la.. but strange is after I ask le although the ans I dun believe but I feel dat I dun care dat much le.. out of sudden I feel relieve ... is there something wrong with me? or I gv up on him? search me...

11th Jan 2012

2012-01-11T14:17:00.000+08:00

last night he msg again when I fall asleep.. idiot! I wake up too late to catch! shit!! it's really so hard for me to open n ask but no matter wat I still need to ask! I think if I were to say , he will agree to divorce as he is waiting ... if he's feels dat iknow already then he shld stop it but he did nt! I'm full of sorrow... I jus can't stop crying.. I can't... ive been smoking alot lately I'm so loss... hw or wat shld I do nw? leave a letter to him n tel him? or ...

10th Jan 2012

2012-01-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

so strange these two days y he nv SMS? or before he reach home already end the conversation? I m so disappointed yesterday after work. I happen to find my seat is being shifted! someone sit at my place then nvm, wat the most I hate is I c his penis is in steam pattern! y is he steaming? must b things happen le!!! I can't take it so I keep taking big breath... I hope is not but I can't find reasons! wanted to confront but I scared.. I m really scared to hear the things I do nt want! I think he suspect me le. I can't sleep again.. yesterday during late evening while working suddenly my heart breaks I know things happen le... wat shld I do? hw m I gg to face???? I really Dono !!! do I really wan to end it? I keep asking myself : can u take it?!

9th Jan 2012

2012-01-09T15:25:00.000+08:00

last night I can't get to sleep again. manage to sleep at 12am but 2am wake up le.. torture until 3plus then sleep, during this hr I keep sitting up giving him a surprise so dat he can't SMS. well last night when he's back he took shower again.. search me ?? before he went out he already took shower .. y cum bk still shower lei? then I go toilet then notice coz father is sitting at kitchen playing games mother is sitting at hall watching tv, he has no pl to hide n SMS so he went toilet.. before he watch movies I saw him looking at his hp again pressing .. so I suddenly wake up he faster press to home button pretend to c time. knn think I stupid ar? sitting in front of computer cannot c time meh??? wat makes him do dat to me? y did he do dat???

My 2nd post of the day

2012-01-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

jus SMS Ed n ask for adv n he ask me find out day go out with him n talk. wats the point if gg out? he will not de. talk only gv him chance to find excuses.. well I think I've decide to wait after cny n ask him directly why he does dat. if he really do dat, I wil make sure everything under my name being transferred or sell away n get the $. only $ can time being survive until I rent a place to stay.. I can't go home,I can't let my family know my marriage fails! I can't let those care for me worried I'm old enough to solve problems in my own way...hereby I wish god may u gv me strength to carry on with my lousy life in a rich way if were to choose to leave bukit batok if nt just let me end my life in the fastest way n dats it! thank u god!!

一月八曰

2012-01-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

昨晚他回来又到厨房发简讯了！我真的受不了了！

一月七日－－烦人的男人

2012-01-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

昨晚我正夜难眠心里好不是滋味！他四点回来，鬼鬼碎碎的坐在一角发简讯。我突然出去他好惊讶！假假看信！在客厅呆了好久才回房。我要怎么相信他呢?从来不喜欢简讯的人突然每晚发到凌晨！我好想问可是我不知道怎么样问、从和问起！好纳闷、好烦、好无助！快哭了，忍不了了！

Suspicious

2012-01-07T07:45:00.000+08:00

these 2 days he is behaving so strange.. every day got SMS from someone whom I Dono n every night msg till very late.. i know it's someone from oversea.. coz they communicate in Chinese... wtf! dun tel me he wan follow their shoes.. cb I treat him so gd he wanna behave like dat! another fucker!!

阴(^_^)

2011-09-28T14:34:00.000+08:00

现在的人真的眼里只有钱吗?为什么把钱转入了就突然好转?为什么老天要这样考验我们?老天爷情你给我中马票吧!了。

烦！！！

2011-09-27T01:25:00.000+08:00

今早我特的从小棺木里拿$50要给他吃饭用，他却不要！我自己只有$6而已
咯！

wats gg on ?

2011-09-26T02:30:00.000+08:00

hey he's not willing to talk to me!! fuck! since Friday he's been keeping quiet n playing jx! arrgghh piss off! why must like dat? since u dun wan tok then dun tok anymore la! tml onwards I can go take bus to work myself also no nd u! ask u fetch also make me late only, make me kena say by boss also! wtf!!!

心情不好

2011-09-25T09:19:00.000+08:00

今天的心情好差.他又没钱了。不是我不要借，只有你拿得太多了。你妈妈也跟我拿了$200我哪里还有这么多！我连吃饭的钱都没！辛苦省下来的那些是为了以后你知道吗？看你着么惨我也不好过呀。请你不要再赌了！

Dono whats going on..

2011-07-09T11:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. since dono when was my last time signing in the blog.. I also dono create this blog for wat.. dono wat to write, dono wat to do with this... Feel like writing something but just dono how to write.. stuck again .. well... guess some other day then sign in again...

Fucking Piss Off Day I'm Having

2010-12-05T10:08:00.000+08:00

My wedding days reaching but then there r so mny cock ups.. table planning got to re-do.. fucking mum every day gv me new headaches... Arhh.. wtf!! after so long nw throw tempered at me say if were to put her table inside pillar then she no face , dun wan attend my wedding.. knn wat a mother she is! The day when sell the old flat she got 100k but not even a single cent she gv me. Just split among the 2 bros & say i;m a gal, will b married off so no nd gv!! FUCK! Nw i'm gg to married off , then wanna say this kinda of things to me! In the 1st place y should u ever say dat kinda hurts feelings words to me?? I'm married off anyway wat, y u need face???? CCB!!! Y do i have such a mother?? U wan face then wait for ur 2 son to get married lah!! Ask them gv u alot of face!!! Hey gal, u know who u r, C! I'm facing as wat ur husband is facing... regarding abt our mother! But wat can we do? Its mother, so lan lan u understand? I'm so unwiillingly to do certain things but i still have to change to suits her.

“Pek Chek” BY SOMEONE..

2010-11-09T07:54:00.001+08:00

Days R getting nearer and nearer & i’m getting more n more “pek chek”. Especially words coming out from that idiot! Nothing is good! She always like to take durian compare with grapes! Y dun she take apple compare with apple? The most i can accept is orange (which is she) compare with apple?? Y must she take super rich ppl compare to mine wedding? Hello! They R SUPERSTAR lei!!! THEY EARNED MILLIONS PER MONTH OK??!!! I earn less then 2K per month how to compare??? Y her own wedding also spent so much but dun take her own compare with mine? She also so rich! I’m a super poor person lei!!! if not, take ur own rich bro’s compare to mine la… Y must always gv me superstar name to compare??? Really lei nothing good come from her big mouth!! One day u will bcum mute!!!

My Favourite Wedding Photo

2010-10-10T09:55:00.000+08:00

Wedding Montage

2010-09-26T11:04:00.002+08:00

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Complicated Feelings

2010-08-22T11:06:00.000+08:00

Just wake up feeling very pek chey! Tml must gv MIC a reply regard fri issue. Fri AJ,James, Han & me was called or rather invite to interview by the "BOSSES" 1 by 1. Stupid things happened. They ask me whether me n joe r very good ? Well... in my point of view know him so mny yrs, we most of the time go out, so to me is very good lor but in their point of view hw they consider very good?? To me, all friends r the same, there's a limit till a standard. There's no BEST friend unit u can tok abt everything lor, dun even say private personal things. So i replied yes n no lor. Then they tel me, they suspect joe use other company to do quotation n sent to one of our vendor. They stated the part no, prices n given wty all cheaper n better then seiki. Without any evidence, they say is joe do it.They claimed that seiki staff is helping him to repair all the units. OMG!!! Very funny lei, SEIKI staffs always OT until so late, when OT, always got manager together hw the hell they r able to help joe repair?? Kong Kum lei! Nv use brain think de lei. They forgot joe can repair himself lei. BTW, where the hell joe got those equipment to use such high voltage things? They nv think of that at all!! Where the hell joe got so much millions to set up this company?? Stupid right? Even if u were to say he join with other company to set up this company, hw the hell ppl will let a person with no money to join them? Hw will they survive like dat ? No need buy spare parts to repair meh? Really stupid questions lei. I really sick n tired of all these nonsense lei. Why they always gv us this kinda stupid things to do? Its not in the job scope of ours lei. If U really so scared of competitors, they u should treat ur staffs who help u better ma! And if think ur salesman is so freaking good, then wat r u afraid of this competitor? Unless ur salesman is really so fuckup! Hai.. really very sian abt this issue... Joe say he nv heard of this company b4, if i were to tel them this, i dun think he will believe what i say lor but its true lor. What am i surpose to do lei?
Help me lah GOD, this company i really dono hw to continue to work lei..

天有眼

2010-07-08T07:31:00.000+08:00

一早起来看到短迅真高兴西班牙胜了so lucky ne... God got eyes wor make dat tt lose let him dun b so yaya. so happy . Think he should swallow bk his cruse just in case bad things happen . Thank god 

Ger VS Spain day

2010-07-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

Wat a stupid day today. Dam pissed off with tt. Hol vs uruguay game, all bet on hol n win from tt 1.4k. knn throw attitude. buay song to lose! brazil dat game he won 2k lei n lose bk 1.4k only ma. Y must like dat? Keep forcing me n jt side bet higher. Stupid ppl then side bet wif u ar. already play opp side liao still side bet for fuck?! Still say so loud today's game win / lose +-70 only. knn 1.4k even cant let go liao still dare say this stupid remarks. really lei pretend to be generous when wining, nw lose say sarcastic remarks. somemore say the octocoups calaculate spain win today is fasle de, spain will lose. as a boss play until say those stupid remarks to us, wat a shame of u. in the first place we did not event bother abt the prediction lor we just play for fun only ma, win then ok la, lose we also stil play wat! Y u must curse lei. sign...Shame of U!!!

辞职篇

2010-06-29T05:43:00.000+08:00

昨天是JACKSON的最后一天在SEIKI工做。真可惜！他是那么一个容易相处的人为什么
老板会不喜欢、害怕和讨厌他呢?为什么要想尽方法逼走他呢??难道跟我和JOE在一
起出去的人他都怕??为什么一直要以小人之心来看我们呢?今天JOE打算交上辞职信。
我相信他们一定会把JK和JOE 串在一起的！一定会说他们两是有目的、有居心的。
可是事实并不是这样的！你知道吗?你有去问，打听清楚吗??

昨天也不知道发生什么事，3个人躲在房间大嘈大脑也不知何故。我又听JOAN说DT竟
然大声喊AH TAN。。。昨天真的不是一个很好的日子！

暮光之城

2010-06-27T14:10:00.003+08:00

I’m watching this movie again… right now…

yeah ..

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陈乔恩邱泽我的偶像

2010-06-15T08:53:00.001+08:00

最近我在看佳期如梦。。。陈乔恩邱泽真的又美又帅又好看！故事是说：尤佳期，

大名广告公司业务经理，在一次新车推荐会上猝不及防地与初恋男友孟和平重逢。

尘封已久的心骤起波澜，两人都发现对方在自己心中依然占据最重要的位置。然而

和平的母亲肖云是横亘在两人之间一道不可逾越的冰峰。就在和平要违背母亲意愿

与佳期再续前缘的时候，他最好的朋友阮正东(东子)却对佳期发动猛烈的爱情攻势，

但他的攻势后面却深藏不可告人的秘密和深远的计划。

东子是个富家子弟，也是大名广告公司的大客户，为人才华横溢，放荡不羁，

身边女友不断。佳期对他避犹不及。阮正东的妹妹西子是电视台知名主持人，对孟

和平芳心暗许，势利的肖云也希望和平能娶西子为妻，但和平心有所属，视西子为

妹妹，令西子惆怅不已。

因为业务关联，佳期不知不觉中与东子联络增多。被西子与和平误认为已经相

恋。孟和平无法解开佳期心锁，又担心东子伤害佳期的感情，情绪低落通宵买醉，

误将探望的西子当做佳期。

佳期欲撮合静安与学长徐时峰，却不料两人早因争抢出租车“结怨”。静安痛

击色魔反惹官司，时峰先抑后扬，帮静安出气，两人关系缓和，成为欢喜冤家。

东子不顾和平阻止，变换方式一再约会佳期，面对幽默、体贴的东子，佳期渐

生好感。对佳期绝不放弃的孟和平委托朋友调查母亲和佳期父亲之间的关系，试图

找到当年佳期突然离开的答案。佳期回老家扫墓，与和平不期而遇。两人行踪被偷

拍并公布到网络，面对孟和平与佳期再度传出的绯闻，肖云气急败坏，西子大受打

击，东子也再次陷入矛盾。情绪沮丧的佳期终于将自己与孟和平的过去告诉了东子，

纯情善良的佳期让东子大为震撼，他开始怀疑自己当初的判断，决定终止那个可怕

的计划。东子和佳期明确了恋爱关系，在一起了可是东子发生了意外后，后遗症开

始慢慢出现了。。不知道他们还会在一起吗? 好期待。。。

超难过得一天

2010-05-15T14:11:00.000+08:00

今天早上7点多我在睡梦中接到好朋友的1通简讯，我读了之后好难过，一时不知道要
怎么回应那个短讯。好朋友的妈妈去世了！对我来说，那是一件很难过的事但也是
一件唯一能让她解脱的事。我是一个不会安慰人的人但我又很想去安慰他们，结果
我还是会那短讯了。希望他们能以轻松又看开的方式面对这件事吧！

Pre-Wedding Photo Shooting

2010-05-02T09:19:00.001+08:00

Friday 20th April when for pre-wedding shooting.. So tired.. those grown that i select all so loose at the waist .. make my grown keep dropping. Except for my eveing grown.. I loved my eveing grown so nice n fitting.. the outfit & hairstyle is i decide myseft.. so beautiful like a doll. As for the AD grown hairstyle although is nice but i think i will still change on the AD. Dun really like dat hairstyle. My husband look so handsome in suit.. Wow!! Can;t wait to see the outdoor photos…. Hopefully is within my imagination… I really hope it is the same as i wish to have..

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BZ BZ day

2009-12-04T11:58:00.001+08:00

Hmm… my boss when oversea for work on 1st Dec to Japan. All his customer calls, diverted to our sales manager (so called) but hor, everything is i answer de ne… Customer call straight to ofce to ask for shippment sia… Everything i made my own decision to ship dono will kena scold or not… lolx… I’m doin purchasing job until my boss back from japan nxt week. Scarly he hvn cum back i die liao… Purchasing job not easy lei… But at least i know how it works and have a clearly pic now…. Good experience indeed.. At least i know actually i’m capable of doing things w/o boss ard.. lolx..

OMG! Bad New from MY Colleague

2009-11-26T15:54:00.001+08:00

This morning , heard abt joan tokin on phone seems like somethin happening to her. Later part, she msn me tell me she’s takin 1/2 day today.. so as a friend, i ask her anythin happened to her ma? She replied: “ my grandma passed away this morning” OMG! I really dono hw to react lor… Y is she still in ofce at that timing?? She should msg michelle and take leave straight away liao wor..Actuall this type of thing is very normal indeed but still, can feel abit of sadness when i hear her tokin on phone lor… Luckily she manage to find a bus to go back KL.. Hopefully everything goes fine when she reached. Joan, dun b too sad ya..

我很累了

2009-11-25T11:47:00.001+08:00

我很累!为什么什么事都要我去做呢？没有我的事也要我去做！做一大堆东西但工资一
点也没增加！要我settle 别人的工做，再这样下去我快崩溃了啦。。我又不是每个月
拿两千多块la。。要做死我meh ?? arrhhh。。。

心情烦燥沮丧

2009-11-22T11:06:00.002+08:00

最近天气都好冷，快受不了了。圣诞节就快到了，我的生日也快到了，不知道今年又

会是怎么过。。搞不好又是在家里。。最近我的头一直痛不知道那里出问题了。。

为什么我总觉得很烦燥很沮丧！对身边的人和物都好讨厌！尤其是在家里！面对着

那王八蛋！每天只会嘈个不停。烦死了！想要静一下都不可以！！想要出去走走也

没人陪。。为什么！为什么！为什么！

不识好歹

2009-11-19T08:41:00.001+08:00

Wakaka… yesterday during lunch time, me & few techinicians were tokin abt hiring sales engineer. This new guy named marco just came in to seiki for abt 2-3 wks, he wanted to do sales so much till he keep askin info abt the sales engineer position. After lunch he really went to ask michelle regarding abt dat position. OMG! Use backside think also know dat he sure cannot do that kinda of job de lei.. y he just simple dun understand wat i’m tryin to let him know… Well.. after asking michelle, he went out to smoke n told us he approached michelle, but michelle’s ans was ask danny.. So once danny came back from site, the 1st thing, he went to look for danny regarding the position. Guess what?? Danny ask him to approach GB.. lolx… he really go find GB to ask abt it… Kaoz.. He really think GB will allow ar? I dun think so lor.. In the 1st place when he 1st came interview for sales already not selected, wat makes him think that now he will be selected?? Moreover, I dun think he is dat kinda ppl who will really 24hrs standby for customer de lor.. I think he more likely will not ans phone from customer after ofce hr ba… He do 1 match already took so mny hrs and keep running in n out so mny time per day. Who will wan this kinda “cao geng” ppl for long?? Hahaha… I’ve nv seen such “kuku” ppl sia… Tel him dun le, still wanna try.. But come to a point, this kinda ppl is gd when we wanna request for good wellfare.. He can approach the boss.. BUT, come back to reality, this kinda ppl wil 1st kena SACK by BOSS!! lolx… I think we shall sit & wait to see the latest news abt him ba….

Feeling Sleepy

2009-11-18T15:40:00.004+08:00

Wa, today is a very sleepy day for me… Feel like sleeping lei… Try my best to open my eyes… Arrhh…No concentration at all.. Still have 3 more hrs to off wrk. Sign.. still must rush to take bus home today.. Sky are dark now… Looks like going to rain le.. OMG!! Everytime take bus home the sky wanna cry out loud… Sky ar sky.. u feelin sorry for me huh??

Its Monday Again!!

2009-11-16T06:35:00.001+08:00

Kaoz, y weekend passed by so quickly.. Today is monday again… have to strive hard till friday comes… Si bey sianz… y my weekend like so wasted de… wake up play games, tired le take a nap then evening comes… satday just like dat wasted… no programme, no outings, no nothing… BORED SIA!!!! Sunday same thing… haizz…

Stupid Delivery man!!

2009-11-13T08:43:00.001+08:00

Yesterday i was so pissed off with my driver! Sent things nv bring delivery order! Go to store then notice he nv bring doc. out. walau driver can forgot to bring things out de ar! Y everything i must do unitl nice nice to gv them?? Y they just simply cannot do things by themselves??? Kaoz.. stuck at store still wan me to ask ppl to sent stupid doc. to him, he think he very BIG ar! ppl salary so expensive, urgently repairing things who gt time just to sent 1 doc gv him and delay urgent jobs! Y be4 do things nv use brain de! Kena scold by ppl du lan then hang up my phone! KNN damm fed up with ppl hang up my phone sia! face problem also don wan use his brain to think of solutions only know how to call ppl for help. he think i so powerful that i can over-write other ppl lei..If i can over-write ppl i wun b doin admin jobs liao lah pls lor. Last 9 My sales manager msg me at 8+ complain delivery man f*** him again! Knn y like dat ar??? Delivery Man’s job is to DELIVER ma, then wat? Sit in office ar!! Si bey tu lan sia… Everytime make me so difficult. Think i 1 month earn $3K can everytime treat him eat & drink just to solve both of them’s problem? Ya can la, wait till my boss willing to increase my salary to $3k la… Really fed up dun feel like working anymore sia!!!!

双面人

2009-11-11T11:07:00.004+08:00

早上我很生气！臭danny 双面人！故意搞破坏！吝啬鬼！昨天msg 我说我的送货司
机不要听他的电话七点多叫我打给司机叫他送货结果今早我跟司机谈话才得知这个
danny竟然跟司机说我不要听他的电话！明明我有听，我还马上打给司机的，我还
有证据lor！这个人真的要搞到我们闹翻他才高兴ar！岂有此理！王八蛋！Hate him so much...

<完美之作>

2009-11-08T11:02:00.000+08:00

今天我帮朋友做了一张生日卡，我非常满意。没想到我自己也可以做到！太棒了！

大功告成

2009-11-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

我的 Blog 终于大功告成了！哈！哈！哈！真漂亮！kekeke。。。没想到我那么有天赋。。。受不了我自己。。

正式起用

2009-10-31T14:20:00.000+08:00

哈！哈！哈！我的BLOG 今天正式起用。虽然不太好看但总比别人做不出来得好！

请不要笑我，我会再慢慢修改的。

拭目以待

2009-10-30T22:45:00.001+08:00

很快。。。我的 blog 就快好了。就叉那么一点点了。耐心等待吧！加油！加油！加油！

Y Am I always staying at hme??

2009-10-25T11:28:00.004+08:00

Walau... si bey sian today... i've been stayin at home since 1 month ago... Y other couples have so mny places to go but for me, i will hv to stay at home every weekend!! Wats wrong with this couple?
我已经快发霉了！！救命啊！！